Desiderium (n.)
A yearning, specifically for a thing one once had, but has no more.
the-illusion-of-time-and-death:
freer: adjective -
Not under the control or in the power of another; able to act or be done as one wishes.
the-illusion-of-time-and-death:
asinine: adjective - Extremely stupid or foolish

the-illusion-of-time-and-death:
natter: verb - Talk casually about unimportant matters; chatter.
the-illusion-of-time-and-death:
superfluous: adjective - unnecessary, through being more than enough.