A yearning, specifically for a thing one once had, but has no more.
freer: adjective -
Not under the control or in the power of another; able to act or be done as one wishes.
asinine: adjective - Extremely stupid or foolish
natter: verb - Talk casually about unimportant matters; chatter.
superfluous: adjective - unnecessary, through being more than enough.
Definitely have this.